I’m actually really scared, of myself, rn. I can’t shut it off. My brain just keep screaming at me to do it. I don’t want to die but I certainly can’t live so I’m sorry mommy I’m sorry daddy and I know any of these actions won’t effect you. 
I don’t know what the fuck to do. 
I know, I know, I need to go to hospital, I know I do. But I don’t wanna go back there. I don’t want to go anywhere but in a coffin and FUCK I CANT STOP THIS. 
(Sorry to my few followers I needed to get this out somewhere)

I’m actually really scared, of myself, rn. I can’t shut it off. My brain just keep screaming at me to do it. I don’t want to die but I certainly can’t live so I’m sorry mommy I’m sorry daddy and I know any of these actions won’t effect you.
I don’t know what the fuck to do.
I know, I know, I need to go to hospital, I know I do. But I don’t wanna go back there. I don’t want to go anywhere but in a coffin and FUCK I CANT STOP THIS.
(Sorry to my few followers I needed to get this out somewhere)

silly-luv
When I was a little girl I used to read fairy tales. In fairy tales you meet Prince Charming and he’s everything you ever wanted. In fairy tales the bad guy is very easy to spot. The bad guy is always wearing a black cape so you always know who he is. Then you grow up and you realize that Prince Charming is not as easy to find as you thought. You realize the bad guy is not wearing a black cape and he’s not easy to spot; he’s really funny, and he makes you laugh, and he has perfect hair.
Taylor Swift (via silly-luv)

yes.yes.yes. A million times: YES.